i watched transformers ystd and damn... IT'S A FREAKING GOOD SHOW!
i m gonna watch it again.
and Linkin Park's soundtrack is NICE too!



the death of Michael Jackson (aka King of Pop) and Farah Fawcett (the original Angel of Charlie's Angel) stunned the world.

I just want to share somethings I've learned over the past few days...





"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career.I've lost almost 300 games.26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why i succeed." - Michael Jordan

"What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you have become by achieving your goals." - Goethe

it feels hurt to be lied to.
and sometimes, i wonder if the other party ever thought how the person would feel if he/she knew about it.
morons.

damn.
i hate things right now.
just when i picked myself up, another massive blow knocked me out.
thanks to you all detractors,
for tearing open my wound that just healed not too long ago.

but at times of crisis,
you will know who are the ones that really care for you,
and those that left you in the lurch hoping you would die.

sometimes i wonder if i am really unlucky or really lucky.
unlucky to be lied to, unlucky to be in this messed up state...
but lucky to have people who will push me on, and lucky to have baby to let me vent my anger on, let me cry on his shoulders and be there for me.
so tell me which side am i on? unlucky or lucky?
maybe that's what they say: only when you are unlucky, that you realise that you are lucky too. contradicting... but it seems true.

right now, i m not sure if that is really a glimpse of hope or just an illusion.

everything is just a process. but how long will that process be?

Sometimes, i hate myself.

Sometimes, i feel so lost.

Sometimes, i just want to hide somewhere where no ones is able to find me.

sometimes, i wish i didn't exist.

but...

sometimes, i think i should not give up everything so easily.

sometimes, i feel that all hope is not lost.

sometimes, i feel that everything will be better.

sometimes, i am full of positivity.

i think i have bipolar disorder. haha

i need to overcome this...
i need to...

I WILL CONQUER YOU!
IT SHALL BE MINE!

this motivational clip really touched my heart.
Nick Vujicic, is an inspiration to everyone in this world...

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need motivation!

De-brief session ystd was damn good.
so was supper and sharing session.

and i took Jason's Lexus home... LOL.

and i m going to the gym after a long long time!!!.
cya!

I believe we create our own destiny.

and this is getting more and more challenging...

i am so going to get my new phone next month!!!

oh... and am on Hoodia, a kind of appetite suppressant from cactus.
Oprah is taking it too!
yeah! i am gonna shed those last kilos! WOHOO!
i m excited! LOL.

photo-blog!!!

04/05/09 - Xing Wang @ Plaza Singapura

my all time favourite "yuan yang"


>.< 

-_-"

16/05/09 - 2 days 1 night trip to JB Kelong (Kukup)







their houses are like landed property, only on the sea...


sunset.

23/05/09 - Shiyu and Baby's B'day celebration @ Powerhouse







its like i've dislocate my arms 

i look like cartoon here. big head small body. LOL 

the music at powerhouse is so darn good that i don't mind sitting by the bar listening to the music and cam-whoring. i just wanna enjoy the music and the re-mixes. i love the DJ to bits.

end! ha