why is it that things... especially unhappy ones will happen time and time again?
where have all the happy times gone to???

why are you always seeing everything as not a problem.
it seems like you don't give a damn about anything at all.
or maybe that is what i think.

am i thinking too much...
so much so that i am blowing everything out of proportion?
or so much that i am giving myself a hard time.

why am i getting irritated when someone thinks that there nothing to be bothered about.
....
maybe i am the problem.
the problem is ME.

am i the problem to all the problems?

i just feel so... URGH!