a current through my body
that set my heart racing.

i've finally found my long lost "friend"
and i'm learning to love "her" again.

bought a dress!!!
haha.
from cotton on. its like uberly cheap that if i don't buy, i cannot forgive myself. LOL. baby's right. i just need to buy something. HAHA.
anyway, i realise that whenever i buy new issue of Cleo mag, i will start spending money and forgetting about saving... LOL. i am so crazy to the extend that i 'dog-ears' the pages and highlight the clothes that i NEED to buy. LOL. that's called doing homework. HAHA

oh. did i mention that when i went for the IT fair over the weekend that just passed, there was a burberry sale going on at one of their halls too.
HAHA. as usual, pop in to look-see. OH well, their sales are huge, 50% of the tags those kind, but they are still a little expensive. and the bags are GORGEOUS!
nvm.

watching America's next top model on you-tube.
oh... i wanna be model-thin now.
they fit so nicely into anything.
but i realise they worshipped heels alot.
they wear heels all the time. be it going out, for judging or photoshoots.
haha. should throw those flip flops away and start worshipping heels too. anyway, i oso added into my collection of shoes, another pair of slip on heels. haha
its at baby's place now. i'm kind of afraid to bring it home, cos' i will sure get a dressing down from my mum. besides i cannot find any space in the shoe rack already!
LOL. i think there will be more.

random post.

anger management classes.
haha. not really managing anger but how to not throw tantrums unnecessarily. HA

exams schedules are out,
and i am gonna be real busy.
2 papers in a day. what the f...
in the midst of doing projects and then it will be exams revisions already.
no time in between for me to catch my breath lehs.
guess i will be busy till early May.

don't plan to work this holidays.
need some 'me' time for beauty sleep, television, shopping and baby.

got a goal, and i am determine to work towards it.

I FORSEE SHITTY DAYS AHEAD

my weekends are...

stuck with a pack of people

early afternoon was at IT Show.
met Wk on the way there and when we are about to go home.
ha...
the crowd was still ok when we reach, but when we left at 3 plus the crowd was beyond imagination.
and to make matters worse, the crowd control officals were a little thick in the head.

at night, was at Powerhouse, suppose to expect a big crowd from baby's friends by in the end left only shi yu, ting en, david and fredrick. and i tell you...
Powerhouse is really very bad now.
house full of "Muds", a drag queen and lots of girls whom i thought was suppose to be seen in lorong 22.
Drag queen, that was the worse lo.
there are gigs now at powerhouse and this drag queen performed "single ladies" by beyonce. "she" was FAT, UGLY AND DOWN RIGHT SCARY. i'm not rude or what but she's really horrific. and she was standing next to me before she perform. i turned my head and i almost got a heart attack. and you should see the bouncer's face... PALE GREEN! HAHA.
then there was this girl who stripped till she's in her bra... eh... its either she's drunk or crazy. not much boobs. LOL.
in 2 hours i sweat like i've run a marathon. sucky.

and i really made baby sad becos i was grouchy.
grr. i always loose my temper unnecessarily.

will post photos when i have more. too lazy to upload a few... haha.

growing fat.

i think i over-ate just this morning alone.
LOL.

baby's sms at 1030am woke me up,
and thanks to that, i manage to get my Mac Breakfast.
after that, i've got the sudden urge for fries, just in time for piping hot fries again from Mac.
then, before i head home, drop by at Mr Brean for Cheese Pancakes, then to NTUC's tidbits aisle for Lays and Pringles.
i'm munching on now! but at the same time i'm craving for chicken rice.

YOU SAY CRAZY A NOT LA!!!

am i so that stress?

good news and bad news.

good news: i'm almost half way through my CSR essay.

bad news: i'm experiencing a very bad writer's block.
for the other half, i don't know what to write!!!

ciao. gonna catch some beauty sleep.
i'm praying for the weekends... to be exciting!

i'm in school now, starting an essay paper on Corporate Social Responsibility which is due this Friday.
well, i've got alot of time last week the and week before to start on it, but i was too sluggish to do anything.
Procrastination.

i never learn my lesson.

*edited: 4.22pm*
ok. i think i'm screwed.
underestimated the essay. thought it wold be easy job blabbering all about CSR and everything elses. but then i realise, its not as easy as it seems.
2000 words. 4 days left to do... wohoo!
i wanna dig my own grave and bury myself. haha

And if it's the last breath i take, i'll leave my kiss with you.

haha... i got that adidas jacket lo!!!
THANKS BABY FOR THAT EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT.
LOL.
wohoo...

caught the thai horror movie "Coming Soon"
eh, like all thai horror, its rather scary.
haha. or mayb is bcos i hum.

there's so many other things to do and buy like:
- going to zoo and night safari
- finish my EG essay paper
- getting the shoe from charles and keith
- waiting for Guess Sale so that i can get that pair of heels
- go watch confessions of a shoppaholic
- spending time with baby
- making chocolate
- and last but not least SLEEP!

better start on my proj soon
spend alot of my time on slping, shopping and doing everything but doing my proj.
btw, i've finish breaking dawn.
its nice nice nice. lol.

its a good good saturday.

eh... for the record, the 2nd time down Orchard for consecutive days.
and i bought something.
1 three-quad pants
1 skinny jeans
1 teeshirt

and i finally found the jacket i am dying for at adidas today.
actually its 2.
its mine!!!. oh, and i want shoes (flats and "sky high" heels)
i want that bag at Revoltage that is disgustingly cheap (its on 50% sale)
and i want perfumes (Burberry and D&G)
oh well, i'm a shoppaholic and i don't deny.
erm mayb not shoppaholic, something more like "pai jia nu"
LOL.
mayb i should be more virtuous before "someone" gonna ditch me for a girl that is less spendthrift. LOL.
BTW, i have found the best M.A.C store in Singapore, it at Isetan Shaw House. at least the staff are not that stuck up.

i m not skinny barbie lehs. i've put on weight. grr.
thou i don't deny i hope to be one. LOL.
but i think its hard lehs. at least mayb i can't have those boobies. HA.
GRR...
stick thin is not pretty girl. u look good enough le.

the "ecstatsy" in me is wearing thin. i'm going to be moody.

its wednesday. mid of the week... weekends are nearing. WOHOO!
kind of forgot about the assignment due next week. lol.
better start soon.

as expexted, tuesday turned out to be darn good day.
haha. on the way to changi, i was beaming ear to ear, i tell you... I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY, CAN?! lol...

been in a weepy mood these days,
crying over the slightest thing.
haha.
now i know why. blame it on pms.
but i think i've also evolve into a crybaby.
drama-mama. Haha.

anyway, i'm happy... sha-lala...
hope it doesn't wear off soon, last till sat at least.
i'll just stay at home, slp, shop and do nothing. thats thee secret to being happy and erm... lazy.
but shopping... it will make my day very very very good.
i'm going shopping later. hopefully, i get something good... and er... expensive? ha. i'm not the one paying so... no pain. thats the best part about shopping with my mum. *shake head*

this is so random. bye.

Happy sounds like a understatement. ecstatic? YUP!

oh crap.
i just cried. damn.
i feel weak and vulnerable,
but i still like it at the end of the day.

hais... feeling very tired.
and been feeling under the weather since last week.
had a splitting headache last week and erm... i kind of loose my temper at baby again. *tsk-tsk-tsk*

I AM VERY MOODY!
VERY VERY VERY! things will be fine tomorrow, i know it will.
haha.

i wanna club soon
i kinda miss drinking... lol.
28march, i'm throwing my bday post-party at powerhouse.
oh... i am excited... but kind off jitterish... i'm turning 22. ppl like wk and may just turned 21... kns. :(

breaking dawn... its the best book by far.